Floating

Have you ever felt like were sleeping but you really weren't?

It feels like if you are floating and you just can't focus,

It feels like everything is spinning to fast and you just can see anymore,

You aren't aware of time anymore.

Minutes, hours,days,

Impossible to know,

You are just floating in empty space,

Everything is there,

But there is nothing at all,

And you can't think anymore,

You can't feel anymore,

Your body is numb,

And so is your mind,

And you want to cry,

But you just can't,

Cause you don't exist anymore,

You are just floating,

You are drowning, 
But then you realize, 
That you just have been born. 


Little thing is wrote,  hope you like it. 
All the love,  QX. 

New year.

"New year, new me",
"Page 1 of 365" (there are actually 366 days this year),
"2016, surprise me"
You may have heard this over the past couple days. But you know what ? I think it's bullshit.
The way that we measure time was created by humans. For what i know we could've made a 100 days  year. Or maybe a 10 minutes year. It's all in our heads.
  So why do we have to wait for January 1st to start doing things we could've done before? I really don't know.
2016 isn't going to bring you good things, you have to make them happen.
  You don't have to wait to go to the gym, or eat healthier (even if i know is harder during the holidays).
   You don't have to wait to become a nicer person. To write more. To read more. To travel more.
To call that family member you haven't seen in a long time. To talk to your long time crush.
And i know these thing aren't easy, that's why we postpone them. And i do too.
And i keep wondering why.

   I guess it's just easier to wait sometimes, when we fear to fail.
My personal goals at the moment are to eat a little healthier and be more social.
But they are not my new rear's resolutions. I didn't want to wait until January 1st. Nobody should.
These are just my goals right now, once I accomplish them i will find new ones. I won't wait until next year.

   Well, i just had to say something after seeing so many facebook posts about 2016. This is just my personal opinion, you can have your own and i respect it.

So tell me, what are you goals right now ?

      Much love, Qx

who is this ?

So this is me. My name is Q. I mean of course it isn't but you get the point, i'll go by Q. I'm not really sure what i will be posting here. Maybe beauty stuff. Maybe poems or something like that. Maybe some pictures. Maybe just random thoughts. But if you are willing to, to can come and find out with me.

      Love, Qx